Is It My Stupor

After four months here, nothing much has been changing. I have seen sources that younger people are ahead of me, either with better jobs or are studying higher college and would graduate soon, thus having a secure future. I DON'T KNOW. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHERE I AM HEADED. It just frustrates me. Sure, people can say that God has a plan, but like a candle, my patience is being consumed drop by drop.

But considering that Christ wants from us a relationship, not a religion. Like a brother, I should trust Him that everything will be OK. But as long as I die in grace, I will be good.

I'm not stupid. I'm just misguided, inexperienced, and wrong-timed.

I've got to rest now because I have a splitting headache. #: /